I got Eostrid, but I couldn't hack the 50k.

I'm on my first 7k points thing, I think I'm going to get the 20 souls stones.

But I'm looking at my energy (real life energy) and I just don't see this 50k thing happening.

If I try, I think my wife will be mad, and if I don't try I'll kinda be happier, but if I don't get it, is that going to suck or what?