Good morning

I made a huge mistake, gambling is killing me and this time i went too far because i really like raid 

on the 11th of october 2022 i spent €450+ and the guilt is killing me, i can't afford it in my current situation and i shouldn't have done it, i know. i need your help plarium, help me fix my mistake. 

I wrote on the 11th on the in-game support and received no answer 

I know it'll cost me a ban, but i can't do otherwise i need to go back to before i soent all those money, i need to block in-app purchases, i need my money back because i really can't afford it in my current life situation. 

help